Day 14 Middle Of The Road Mindset

Blah...but not really. Monday...but felt fairly good...the school year winds down soon. Ate stuff that is not really good for me, but did not really over-eat...blah...but not really. Got a lot done today...but was really on auto-pilot. My emotions were middle of the road...not really up nor down, and frankly...it was a relief. Too much energy put into things I cannot control is exhausting and a bad place to land and stay for too long...blah...but not really...just middle of the road. I know what I need to do in every area of my life...now that is not middle of the road no matter how one slices it...food puns...gotta love it. It is a relief to know what I should do EVEN if I do not yet see the longterm outcome...not blah...but not over-stressed or freaked out...sticking with mediocre for this evening...just hanging on lightly with direction. I can live with it.