Day 10 Ain't No Sunshine When She's Gone...

Another socially swamped day...full to the brim with friends and activities...I am truly blessed and hopeful. Attended a philharmonic pops concert in the evening...was really wired after all the events of the day...and then, and then...the most beautiful jazzed up and mellowed down rendition of Bill Wither's "Ain't No Sunshine When She's Gone", performed by New York Singers and the local philharmonic...painfully wafting over me, driving my thoughts to distraction...I melted all over...full of emotions and exhaustion and I am tired and impatient and worn out...yet I carry on, almost too tired to crawl into bed...wanting to overeat to counter all the stuff in my head...but no...